Don’t you just know what you want? Or you know very well, yet you can’t afford?
Many times, I have been asked about what I really want or what I wanna be, and if I’m not mistaken, each time I would answer with “I do not know.” But it was a lie. It could be true, though, that there are people who do not know what they really desire, because perhaps, there are a lot of things they want that they tend to be unable to start one. However, for me, I know very well what I would love to do or to be. I’d like to say I want to be a cook. I want to be an entrepreneur. I want to land a job I can do at home because I find traveling from home to work a time-wasted. I’d want to have my own shop both online and offline. I want to pursue baking. All of these at once, or at least one of them in the future.
I started my blog just to express my personal thoughts yet as time passed by, I have realized, I want to expand it, like from expressing my thoughts or opinions on the things around me, to writing about the trips I take when I can, and about the shops I visit, and probably earn from it. And a couple of things more, but all these things require a fund which I don’t have, and I can’t afford to ask my big brother to who used to help me to do me another favor, just because he sent me to college yet I didn’t finish my course, and the last time he helped me, I messed up again. As much as possible, I would love to achieve everything on my own now. So it’s kind of complicated or dizzying to talk about, that everytime people ask, I just answer with “I do not know.” or “I don’t know yet.”
How about you? Have you figured out what you want yet?